soooooo bouncy

I was pissed off by someone few days ago. It has been two fucking time someone said that to me. 

You think I what?

You think I was so free and you are not and that makes me never do anything is it?

You fucking stop thinking of what you did and what I didn't do ok.

Its just not fair.

You got a role which you think is fucking important and my role is not.

fuck you!

Its like I can't ride a see-saw myself right, same goes to you.

We need each other. That's why we are a TEAM bodoh!

You don't fucking think about only yourself.

I don't even care if I'm not in your team or whatever so.

It doesn't matter, and I don't even care! Like as if I'm dying to be in your team like that.

But your 'reason' is soooo, is sooooo ' arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh !!!!! '

Whatever uh!

I better off be with someone that appreciate my presence more than you do!

Someone who can see my effort and someone who don't think about only themselves !

asshole.

Sorry ah, I thought I can just forget about it and pretend that this never happened but too bad, this is the thing I HATE THE MOST !!!

I know that you know but I just can't believe it came from you. 

SHIT!

All I have to say goodluck and all the best . 

Cause whatever it is , you are still my friend :((

Actually I'm not angry with you. Like seriously NOT AT ALL.

But it was just so sad you know. Its soooo sad and disappointing to know that it came from you. sigh.

Whatever it is,

 i still love you.

Happy 30 monthsary ryan :)

Thank you for all your support, love, care, moments and memories that can't be forgotten.

Thank you for the sweetest surprise ever that you gave me on my 18th birthday.

Thank you for staying up late to accompany me finish my work.

And thank you for always be there whenever I need you. 

I love you :DDD

HOHOHOHOHOOOOO! 

OLA OLA people!

Been busy lately. Rushing here and there. 4 freaking assignment at one time :O

noway Im not gonna be stress.

So anw, the pictures above was taken on thursday. We were waiting for naz for i don't know how long. 

As you can see they were all so tired, including me! Look at my face, haiyo! 

And saw yy and sai. OMG! Their school is so near to sunshine plaza! Not fair!

Oh ya as I said it was on thursday and it was like around 5pm+

And guess what! We all miss our studio project lecture. 

Its a brief of our final exam. 

But whatever. We were all very very very hungry like haven't eat anything since morning.

So chop chop eat, separate ways, back to school, did ppt slides, reached home at 1145pm.

Seriously it was soooooo tiring. And I slept at 4am for 2 days in a row. Not because I can't sleep but I was doing my work.

Stressful huh.

Tsk! What to do right...

And I fucking angry with this year studio project. It was a group work like again and it is almost the same as my most hated module, ucd. fuck.

Oh whatever~

I don't want to think about it right now cause I want to relax. Yes relax, enjoy and distress.

Out to town tomorrow, hehehehheeee :)

Chiow *wink*

first pic: My grandpa, cousin aisyah, cousin iwan and me! (at the beach)

second pic: my elder brother and me! ( at my grandparents hse)

Hehehheheheheheheee <3

I've never ever show anyone my baby/childhood pics.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME OK!

<3 <3 <3

heheheheheheheheheeheeeee :DDD

I didn't went to my first lesson yesterday simply because I'm lazy, I can't get myself up and I know that they will not do anything.

So I decided to come later after the lesson ends to do one of my projects. We are lucky enough to have consulted with the teacher about our concept because not all group get a chance to consult her yesterday. Then, after the lecture, shah and I decided to stay to do our 3D modelling but teeeeeeeett! I need wei li ! Fuck! idk how to do! Shit! So there's sidetrack whereby shah told me that there this such thing called 'soundbooth' on my lappy and I just got to know about it yesterday. kental or what?! :O

Ape lagi, record suare uh. heheheheeee.

So we, I mean me decided to sing this song and record. hahahahhahahaa! 

why I laugh? simply because shah told me his secret about him, recording himself singing and to him its nice but when play back...OMGoodness! hahahahahahahahahahhahaaaaa! PSYCO!

Oh anw, yesterday was my mummy and daddy 21st anniversary. Usually my dad tends to forget and my mom ended up disappointed with dad but they year something happened. But I'm the one who remind my dad about his anniversary the day before it. So on 28.01.10, dad called mom and wish her then he said he will have to work overtime today and bla bla bla. But actually NOT! He went to Geylang and bought 2 scarf for $70 and a cloth (the one you have to sew it to make it into a baju kurong pr whatever you want lah) for idk how much. And mom on the other hand bought a t-shirt for dad that cost less than $15 and she so cute! She didn't take off the price tack. hahahahahhaaa!

And I asked dad this question " It is so expensive! Why do you still bought it?'

And his answer "I don't care. It is for your mom. I love your mom what so I'm willing to spend on her."

Waaaaaaaaaaah! After hearing this, sejuk sikit hati mendenger yer. hahahahahahahaa!

Oh oh! Btw, yesterday my elder bro got home at midnight and he is very very very sad :(

I feel you bro. He was trying to share with me but I was doing a survey so I need to concentrate and I ended up ignoring him. Kesian abang aku...

The thing is because he just broke up with his girl because of the girl's father. Everytime the girl want to go out, the father will asked all the 5 W and 1 H.

And after the girl have answered, the father will take out Quran, holy book and asked the girl to touch and say it out again.

I was like FUCK!!!!!!!!!! Got like this kind of father ah?! Wah stress or what sia!!!!!!! So my bro pitied her and decided to end it la. If me, I will also do that. Imagine you have to lie to your father and to the  quran? Its like double the sins! OMG!!!!!!!

OK! xoxo. gtg! :)))